my life…
Friday, July 15th, 2005Hari Jumaat yg indah…hmmm…sebenarnya penat sgt minggu ni…packed..meeting adela 2 kali minggu ni…then followed by presentation…semalam baru abih seminar…tau2 je dh hjg minggu then esok pulak ade Golden Hope ’s Family Day…seronok2 gak..tapi rasa macam x cukup masa…then kerja kat lab pun baru nak sambung balik…penatnya kerja!!!
Rasa rindu plak time study dulu…just love being myself as a student…bermalas-malasan bila lepas kuliah…but right now my life change..i have to be more alert, more responsible and more focus. Most of all…i think it is the time transformation begin..and i look maturity is a factor differentiate ME ‘now’ and ME ‘before’….
Yesterday after the seminar in MPOB serdang, on the way home..lalu kat UKM n UNITEN…at that time i nearly forgot how was it feel to be a student…dah terasa lupa dah perasaan tuh….how to dress like student..to act like student…memang terasa rindu sgt….but now after dah kerja…things change…especially on how we act, we talk, we dress..etc.. rasa seronoknya jadi kebudak-budakkan… most of all dress like student…sukahati jerr nak pakai ape pun…
Dah kerja semua nak kena jaga…perlakuan pun dah takle cam dulu…and i think automatically slowly macam kena transform masuk dlm mesin penukar diri …hahaha…yang paling x best skali is when my sister jadi perunding imej sejak i start kerja…tensionnya bila nak kena dressing jadi wanita dewasa ni…nak kena pakai handbag and kasut tumit…baju2 formal…i always love to wear jeans n shirt….then when i saw students wear whatever they want…i remember how wonderful life would be as a student…
..yg pasti sukar nak terima keadaan ni tapi dah dapat adapt sikit2…dah dapatla nak adapt jadi dewasa sebab umur pun dah 23…huish dah tua rupanya…lots of things to do…slowly rasanya dah tiba masanya zaman budak2 tu akan ditinggalkan….dapat dirasakan perubahan zaman remaja ke peringkat dewasa…lebih matang dan lebih bertanggungjawab….dah terfikir nak beli rumah,dan dah nak beli kereta (insyaallah…before end of this year.. my very own car from my very own money… hasil titik peluh sendiri…) and most of all dah fikir untuk masa depan…..semua2 tu menjurus kepada hal2 kedewasaan…
whatever is it…life continue…